Regrets
I heard/read somewhere that a person without regrets is a person who has not really lived. I'm not sure how much I agree with that, but it's on my mind this morning.
Woke up this morning thinking about my most recent regret. I suppose I shouldn't feel too bad about it, seeing as how I was not privy to all the information regarding this person, but I feel bad anyway. Not sure which bothers me more---the fact that what happened happened at all, or that the circumstances were more delicate than I knew at the time.
Regardless, I shouldn't have done what I did. I know that. All the explanation in the world won't change that.
So, why do I want to do it again?
Woke up this morning thinking about my most recent regret. I suppose I shouldn't feel too bad about it, seeing as how I was not privy to all the information regarding this person, but I feel bad anyway. Not sure which bothers me more---the fact that what happened happened at all, or that the circumstances were more delicate than I knew at the time.
Regardless, I shouldn't have done what I did. I know that. All the explanation in the world won't change that.
So, why do I want to do it again?
Apr 15, 2006, 12:08:00 PM
what the heck are you talking about?
Apr 16, 2006, 5:51:00 AM
It's complicated, Q, hence the vagueness. I don't really want to go into specifics, just being able to "write at" it (rather than "wrtie about" it) made a difference.
Apr 18, 2006, 12:16:00 PM
Yeah, that's the thing about living in varying shades of gray, as opposed to black and white.
There's no easy way out.
I feel the same way.
R.